Tuesday, April 18, 2006

A Shadow

A part of me went missing. I cannot determine which part or where I can find it. An overwhelming sense of loss, foreboding and sadness looms over me like a dark cloud. I cannot find the source of these feelings - only that every hair on my body is on end from some unseen negative energy.

Is this a premonition? I've never had one so strong. My dreams are of theft and loss, of evil strangers helping themselves to what I have.

I drew a card: Pentacles Two - Bad luck through lack of balance; lack of fantasy; worries, instability, wavering, drifting - without purpose.

I must find a way to get back the balance and have purpose. But how?

I have "alot on my plate" to use the cliche' but nothing I haven't been able to handle in the past. I need to shake this.

Sophia