Stalled

I've been stalled . . . with this blog . . . with the day to day . . . and floundering through my life path. I'm not who I want to be, and the disappointment and frustration has taken it's toll.

I did my part. I created a worthy end product but alas, the gatekeepers will not allow me to pass to the next level. Not yet anyway.

But questions and doubt still wander inside my head despite the gatekeepers own statements: "you're good but not quite good enough."

Did I work hard enough? Is my work the best it can be? Have I done all I can to earn the accolades I so desire? Is there more I can do?

I firmly believe I pursued all available avenues for this one and so it is on to the next one. I shall not give up.

Sophia